Since I've been working in this new job I've had a massive boost of confidence. I'll tell you why. It first started when I noticed that I'm getting fitter. fourteen hours of hard physical work would do that to you; especially that in my station I make french fries and mashed potatoes which I eat a…Read more fear of confidence!
I'm writing this post only to remind myself of my plans for the future. To remind myself that I need to keep my eyes on the prize. I've been strugling with the dificulties of my job and my finances. And I'm knida distorted about the fact that I haven't travelled anywhere in the past 7…Read more Reminder…
Alright so as I mentioned before I had 2 sets of holidays for Nowrooz. 5 days at the beginning(that I traveled to south of the country and it was awesome and I wrote all about it). Then I went back to work for a week and had another 5 days off of work that I…Read more Nag Time !
I've been at work this past week. The trial week witch I passed. It's a good job. The hours are long but the job is easy and I like my co-workers. I'm a bit depressed but that's mostly because my headphones broke. Only the right one works now and I can't listen to my music…Read more Just chekin in…
Yeah , I'm in dire need of human interaction. I moved back in with my parents a few months ago. I left my previous job and until I sort out a few things in my life I can't start a new one. so I spend my days in my room reading books , watching TV…Read more Just whining
Possibilities! I like this word . It refers to future. It means anything can happen. It means that we are not doomed to a pre-set destiny. I'm a dreamer. I spend much of my free time dreaming about possibilities. About what I could now and what I can be in the future. As a child…Read more Dreamer’s Problems
I have tried so much to live and try to thrive . To enjoy and all that positive stuff! The problem is that my default mode is despair and nihilism. I get lost in it whenever i have a day or two to think about life . I moved to another town a couple of…Read more Lost!